I finally opened my eyes and saw the destruction I rained down upon my life this weekend. A huge disgusting mess in the apartment, tons of weight gained, no food left. Dishes everywhere, no money.
This weekend was awful I didn't start my homework, I had nightmares. I was drunk the whole time and when I wasn't awake and drinking I was passed out.
So I spent 15 minutes cleaning the kitchen and putting away the dishes. I made coffee and started tracking my calories again today. I swept the kitchen floor. I'm down to 147.4, and this evening it will be less because my body is weird. I need to do laundry and hang up my clothes. Vacuum too. And then clean the bathrooms completely, I've done spot cleaning the past few weeks. The state of my apartment reflects my emotional state. It was a mess for years, for the past 4 months it's been clean and I have been working on myself too.
Already starting my editing project. My classmate is an editor and Omar can help me so our group project will be very good. It is due March 21 and needs to only be 5-10 minutes I think for the whole group or maybe 15-30 minutes for the group because we need time to watch a movie during the class too.
My skin definitely got worse before it has started getting better. The retinol made me itch and made all my underlying zits come out. It made my skin dry and i looked awful. It is getting back to normal so within the next few weeks I should start looking better and some of the scars and lines should begin to fade. The things I do for vanity.
All right time to work out.
8:23 a.m. - 2011-02-15
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