Thank you for the kind notes.
I was feeling sorry for myself so I got drunk and b/ped last night. I am paying for it this morning because I feel like shit. I still made myself do 20 minutes of Pilates though so I don't feel like a total waste.
I do think today will be a good day and this will be a good weekend. i have Monday off so that's nice. I need to write my 5-7 page paper so I'll be doing that today so I can use the work printer.
Ugh I am starving! Like stomach growling loudly and constricting. The pain! Or maybe it's the dehydration...hmm well that water I had seemed to help. But I guess since I threw up most of the food I ate last night I must actually be hungry too.
It's funny every time things seem to be going well, some shit just throws me for a loop. I do believe what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. The bad shit going on makes me realize what I really want in life. Being adopted made having biological kids very important to me for some reason I guess. So I need to focus on doing what I can to make myself as healthy as possible. No medical diagnosis can truly decide my future. Like Lance Armstrong should be dead instead he lived and won lots of Tour de Frances (Tours de France? ugh spelling). Maybe he doped and maybe he didn't but damn he should be dead. So whatever I will live my life and think positive. It's the only thing I have control over.
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