I made myself go to the gym and I could barely walk home afterwards. I had done my 30 day shred this morning which is hella hard so I usually don't go to the gym the same day. I decided I needed to kick-start my weight loss again so I said fuck it. Walked .9 miles to the gym, did hardcore weights and then 2.2 miles on the treadmill then .9 miles home. My quads fucking hurt.
1210 calories today. I need to stop this plateau shit and get my body fay percentage down. I am supposed to go to LA in April or May. I want to look good dammit!
I am now eating pasta with fake chicken and broccoli. It is excellent.
I am trying to make new friends in class. It's fun!
I am feeling rather melancholy again. I think I'm just tired though. Tired physically and tired of people's bullshit.My coworker (who was hitting on me while his girlfriend sat upstairs waiting for him so fucking classy), Omar who is an idiot who will follow me across the country apparently but can't even take me on a date, freaky guys who like me when I think they are gross, shitty friends, crazy Internet people, on and on.
Damn I hate Valentine's Day :-(
9:10 p.m. - 2011-02-08
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