Wellll I'm in a right bitchy mood today.
It is 25 degrees and I walked over half a mile from the bus to the doctor's office with no socks because I forgot them at home. I get there and they do not have the appointment for me.
What the fuck?
But I do get seen and my STD tests came back negative (they better have.) The doctor does my wet slide/infection slide and tells me my uterus is so big she thinks I'm 10 weeks pregnant. No seriously she made me take a pregnancy test. I am obviously not pregnant or this would be an entirely different entry.
So she thinks I have fibroids. Awesome. Apparently those are tumors all along the uterus or some shit. Benign supposedly but I have to get a sonogram to find out.
And I have a yeast infection. Great. I have never had a yeast infection before surprisingly enough. Or i have and they just went away. They gave me a pill to take.
And after all of this she cannot confirm that this is what caused the abnormal pap. Fucking A.
While I was waiting for the pregnancy test results I thought about what i would do if I was pregnant. I have had an abortion before years ago and I wouldn't have one again. The situation was different then. I am 30 and I think I am ready to have kids. but of course I'd prefer to get knocked up when I'm not doing lots of drugs, drinking and smoking. But honestly I am cutting back/quitting all of those so maybe now is the time. I mean not RIGHT now but soon.
It is freezing! i came home to put on warmer clothes (tights, 2 pairs of socks and an additional sweater) and head off to work.
9:49 a.m. - 2011-02-09
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