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I did not feeling like leaving yet ANOTHER note lest I look like a psycho stalker. But I totally love those confessional books too and books about crazy people whether true or not. As a kid I loved Go Ask Alice, I Never Promised you a Rose Garden, Lisa Bright and Dark. I now read a lot of beat books like Burroughs especially. I also love Basketball Diaries and have been looking for the sequel everywhere. I guess I need to actually try to buy it. I liked Wasted for the most part, I liked Running with Scissors and Dry. I have this random book called Smashed that was awful.
Anyway, to my entry:
Seriously, do I work during the day? It seems all I do is update in here. No really I do work a lot. I'm just also crazy about updating!!! Hahaha I sound like I am manic right now, sorry. I am debating whether to drink tonight. Not like at a bar but just some wine. But If I do I will end up drinking a lot and possibly (probably) purging because of the calories. BUT drinking is fun! I used to drink every day. And I mean EVERY DAY. I drank every day for at least 3 months straight. I also used to do coke so much I went 4 days without sleeping. And coke isn't meth so that was hard (and costly) to do. See how much I've grown since 2007 (08, 09, 10)?
Somehow I feel more comfortable spending calories on hard liquor than wine, and beer is a waste period as much as I like the taste. So if I bought a bottle of Tequila I think i could drink and not purge. Then I also have to worry about smoking, which I don't want to do at all. I guess I won't buy alcohol until Friday so I don't fuck up my week.
Buuuttt the Spurs play tonight and basketball makes all drinking A-OK. So we'll see.
3:48 p.m. - 2011-01-26
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