I love that I am randomly up in the middle of the night.
The more confident I grow, the more I care about myself, the less shit I take from others, Omar has been being a shit lately, ignoring my texts, not responding to me, not being nice. So I said fuck it and told him that I'm done because I;m leaving anyway and he is too busy to be respectful towards me. And it';s true, i want to meet other people and actually date people and that may involve sex so he is cramping my style. And he really isn't doing it for me anymore. the sex is good but I'm not really attracted to him anymore because of his disrespect. So there it is.
I smoked half a cigarette today during my drunkenness. I put it out and felt bad. I knew it was bound to happen so I will just keep on fighting.
I'm tired but I can't sleep. i guess I'll drink the rest of my wine and try to pass out. Maybe a melatonin too. But LAw and Order is coming on in 30 minutes for the next 6 or 7 hours! I love it!. I can never sleep when Law and Order is on. i swear my body woke me up to watch it on Bravo and that's why I'm awake now. Damn I love that show haha.
3:25 a.m. - 2011-01-23
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