143. To be expected because of another weekend of binging and drinking. Not as bad as I'd expected actually. Didn't work out this morning because I am still hung over and tired. I feel better now so I will tonight.
Had a very fun weekend until I came home to watch the Patriots lose!!! Why must they torment me year after year.
But the Spurs won so yay!
I love how I have to work today (we all do) and as one of the only 2 black people in the office, working on MLK Day extra sucks. But my lazy ass coworker took today off why? Because he felt he deserved it? Please he rarely works when here and he just called in sick. What a loser. I go from liking to disliking him constantly. I think this weekend made me open my eyes to other possibilities. I do have some redeeming qualities. It's weird to think that people can actually be attracted or interested in me. I find myself so bland and gross.
Inching closer to finishing my application. I've printed out all the portfolio parts and I have finished my CV. Now all I have left is the 3-4 page essay and I have a solid 2-3 weeks to work on that. Goal is to be done by January 31.
I think I might become happy soon. I'm starting to figure out how to do it without drugs, food or alcohol. I think I can!
Happy MLK Day everybody!
12:41 p.m. - 2011-01-17
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