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Getting back into my workout and school routine has been lovely. I have many goals for this year and I want to achieve them all. but I also want to be happy just living life. Which class makes me do. I stop and smell the roses so to speak. And work is like that when i am working on the website. I'm not even a web designer by any means. I think learning CSS should be on my list of things to do. HTML is fine but I need CSS to really do a good job. And I want to improve my Photoshop skills and learn InDesign. It will help me find a better job.
I need to buy groceries today. I have food but not the stuff I want and I need more healthy but tasty food so I can binge with less guilt. The guilt makes me purge the most these days. It used to be stress and other times it was for fun. Sometimes for weight loss specifically. It changes from month to month.
Debating what workout to do today. 30-day shred, Pilates, or Yoga. I think I need some cardio so maybe the shred. That will definitely keep me sore!
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Yeah the 30-day shred workout almost killed me. But I feel great and am glad I did it. I want to be toned so desperately. I lost most of the weight, now I want to look good. No more flab. Tight toned body is what I am going for. Long and lean and wonderful.
Eating oatmeal for breakfast. I'm seriously trying for health these days (while still restricting. Ha! explain that logic.). I hope they have coffee at work because I'm out.
Almost forgot. (I seriously did almost forget until i was taking my shower.) Yesterday when outside smoking (yeah that health thing isn't exactly perfect right now) with my coworker and this random dude came up and said we were a nice looking couple or some shit. I shook my head no (maybe he asked if we were a couple and said we looked nice...? I just remember couple and nice looking) Either way, months or even weeks ago that would have made me giddy. Now I'm just like "no" whatever, not happening. I'm less delusional I guess. Still not perfect though. Must try harder.
7:54 p.m. - 2011-01-11
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