God I'm actually embarrased by how lame people in this town are. It's like as soon as I really decided to move back to NYC I saw how shitty the people and my life here is. Gross I would never hook up with old married guys or dudes with girlfriends before. I had respect for myself and other people. I never would have tried meth (seriously gross and disgusting. So glad I hated it). I wouldn't have been pals with dealers or the nasty skanky people I know. I would have stayed with my smart awesome nontrashy friends.
I wouldn't be this flabby and NEVER would have gotten that fat. I would have better skin and hair and everything because NYC has the best products. I might even be married by now because the guys in NYC would not all be intimidated by my awesomeness (hahaha ok just kidding about that.)
I'm so close to being out of here I can taste it. I hate this city because it's made me weak. In the end that's my fault though. Time to shape up before I ship out.
9:27 a.m. - 2011-01-06
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