I feel like a bloated mess I'm so annoyed right now. And I'm exhausted. i have $30 to last me until I get paid on the 15th. But luckily I've paid every bill so I'm not in danger of being evicted or in need of a fucking payday loan.
I need to work out so I feel less disgusting I think. I want to be healthier and feel better about myself.
I need to work on my college app essay/ I've done pretty much everything else but that.
My friends left me the loveliest voice mail on new Year's Eve saying how much they love and miss me and dammit I need to get back to NYC whatever it takes. My goal is to go back to NYU, live in a dorm and get a job on campus. I want to get my PhD to be a professor so that would be ideal. i have dreams, I just need to catch them.
3:30 p.m. - 2011-01-05
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