I am so fucking pissed off right now. I got fucking written up at work because I revealed my salary to someone in passing. Mind you this person revealed salaries to me first and was complaining about how they won't give her a raise. I told her that she needs to talk to her bosses because they gave me a good raise and I appreciated it. So after she had revealed her coworker's salary to me and the salaries of like 10 other people she goes and rats me out to her supervisor. I get written up because of her bullshit.
On top of that my other coworker, who got 2 raises in 6 months, and told everyone about them and after I told my boss that it wasn't fair her got 2 raises and they wouldn't give me, didn't have anything happen to him. She even said he shouldn't have told me and they didn't do shit. And he also wore jeans everyday for 6 months which is against policy and they didn't do shit. Instead they sent an email out saying not to wear jeans. What the fuck you fucking pieces of shit. Seriously I fucking hate it here. I am in tears I'm so mad. It isn't fair and they keep doing this shit to me. I don't understand why. I sit here and do my work, try to be nice, dress appropriately and speak directly to my supervisor, don't gossip or swear in the office. Nothing. I do more work than anyone. Never leave early or come in late. And I get shit on over and over again. This is truly a hostile working environment for me. But I don't even know what I can do. I hate it here so much.
If I try and raise my concerns with my boss I get in trouble for getting frustrated. If I don't then I get in trouble for not saying anything. I get in trouble for looking for another job (even though I said I needed to because I need more money) because they went online and found my resume. I get in trouble for asking questions (seriously, I did) I get in trouble for NOT asking questions and doing things wrong. I get in trouble for speaking up (I'm too brash) I get in trouble for keeping quiet (I should have opinions), I get in trouble for doing things wrong that they never taught me. They expect me to tell other people not to gossip because if I don't I'm contributing to a negative atmosphere. But if I say anything then I won't get along with my coworkers which is something I'm evaluated on. I seriously got in trouble for talking with my hands and not making continual eye contact!
What am I going to do? Seriously I can't keep working here but where can I go. I can't afford to leave and I can't afford to move yet. I have never hated a job so much in my life, which is saying something because I've had shit jobs. And even with all the shit they gave me I still didn't rat out my coworkers (except the bitch who got me in trouble) because it's not my place. I'm not the supervisor. They should do their damn jobs. They see what's going on and do nothing.
And I almost forgot. The girl who ratted me out happens to be married to a guy who works for the husband of the lady who wrote me up. In fact that's how she got the job. And she spent the whole convo asking me what did I think the directors made, the CEO, various other people. Then she revelaed to me how much certain people made and said "don't tell anyone." Which duh of course I didn't. I swear this shit was a set-up from the begininng.
3:46 p.m. - 2010-12-29
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