Back in San An realizing how much I fucking hate this city and the people in it. Counting the months until I leave.
I realize that the friends I have here and even the acquaintances treat me as an accessory, a nameless, thoughtless (as in having no thoughts, not as in being rude) object that is there to listen to their problems, fight for them, buy or give them things, sleep with them, whatever. Whenever I need anything, I get rebuffed. Now even in a polite way. People just ignore my calls, e-mails, whatever until they want to whine about themselves and then they get mad when I don't answer the phone.
Last night I was sleeping as it was 10 PM and I had to be up at 4:45 AM. My friend called me and I didn't answer. She texted me instructing me to call her (not asking, instructing). I ignored it. She called AGAIN 2 seconds later. I ignored the call. She called AGAIN and I had to text her to stop because I was sleeping. What the fuck. She wanted to bitch because he baby daddy put something mean about her on facebook. I wish I was kidding. She is 44 and he is 31 and his other baby mama is like 28 and they all fight on facebook like 12 year olds. And she wants me to physically fight this chick because she doesn't want to get in trouble. What the fuck ever.
So tired of these people and these things.
Ready for the new year.
11:45 a.m. - 2010-12-28
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