*sigh* Tired of being played with. Flirting with me is unneccessary and you know it. I don't need to be told I smell good and have bihourly updates about your life. I don't need you passing by my office every few minutes trying to catch my eye. I don't need you to insinuate that you want me to hook-up with you for your birthday. I don't need to be told you're hot or that I'm a cougar. As much as it does amuse me, it makes me sadder. Because I'm still alone and you're still unavailable no matter what has happened int he past. And you know that I'm weak and will hook up with you even though I know better. My thoughts are driving me crazy.
I suppose I should be happy so many people want to have sex with me. They want nothing more but it is better than them wanting nothing at all. I've given up trying to prove my worth as a human being to these people. Just let me be hot (enough) and easy enough for them to pay attention to me. Soon I'll be super old and won't get any play. So I give up fighting it. I'm just gonna go full-on ho from now on. I'll save my personality and intelligence for my friends.
5:39 p.m. - 2010-12-15
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