At work. Feeling pretty good.
I cleaned my toilet this morning and it was so nasty. Covered in puke and since I live alone I just don't even care enough to clean it. Having someone come over is the best catalyst for cleaning my apartment. I woke up and was in a good mood (until I tripped and almost died this morning I swear!)
I did my 30-day shred workout this morning and didn't sweat as much as usual. I think, even though the workout is designed to be done over 30 days, I need the breaks in between so I can get the full effect of the exercises. I am still getting stronger, which makes me so happy. I have been slacking off a bit so I want to rededicate myself this week.
I'm determined to make the rest of this year and next year awesome. I think I have to will it to happen. I want my 30s to be better than my 20s and then my 40s better than my 30s and so on. I was never a lucky child or teenager or particularly attractive or confident obviously. I feel like I'm finishing my teen years now.
I love spending my weekends sitting in front of the fire drinking wine and reading a good (or even bad I don't care) book. It works my brain and relaxes me and takes me to another place.
I am determined to be happy. As hard as it may be I can't wast the gift of life, being miserable. It isn't fair to people who have so much less than I do.
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