Ugh waiting for my coworker to send me the info I need so I can finish my damn proposal. I hate when people don't get their shit done on-time. PISSED OFF.
Feeling better than I did last night. I swear the moods come and go. I think Fridays always make me happy though :-)
I want to up my exercise more. I can see the results in my legs but not my stupid fat stomach! I need more pilates and yoga I guess. I need to work different muscles.
Feeling a bit lonely. I think i'd like a boyfriend sometime soon. I feel odd even writing that but I guess it's true. How funny I thought I was over that whole desire thing.
I think the reason I feel so shitty is because my self-esteem is actually rising. So when people treat me like shit I actually DON'T think i deserve it. That sucks in a way because it makes me feel worse, if that makes any sense. As opposed to just accepting it because I think i suck, now I have to accept it while thinking I deserve better. But because I can't improve things or even talk back I am furious and sad at the same time.
Baby steps I guess.
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