139 again finally. I need to stop drinking and eating so much on weekends. The bloating is terrible.
Work was surprisingly, scarily good. I don't want to think about as it iwll be shit again soon. The big boss came and he and the CFO and my boss all told me how awesome I am for like 10 minutes. i was like WTF?
I'm scared.
My coworker was the same boring jackass he always is. My slut coworker was whoring around and shit-talking her "friend" like she always does so she can get my coworker to fuck her (again?, still? whatever)
I care less than I did in the past but it still sucks.
I'm resigning myself to the fact that I really will be alone all my life. Once I die it doesn't matter anyway and life is much shorter than we all think. It is what it is.
I have to be up at 4 AM to go to Austin.
So I'm now going to drink some wine and read my book in front of the fire just like I planned.
7:38 p.m. - 2010-12-08
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