Drunk off of two bottles of wine. Sloppy and loving it. Lovely. Listening to Lady Gaga very loudly in my earbuds because I don't want to wake the neighbors. I hate Gaga most of the time but great drunk music!
Got an A- on my latest assignment for class for which we should have gotten a C. Hahaha yay! I want an A in the class dammit. I demand it.
My work is full of fools but I can handle it.
Omar is sending me dirty texts again blah blah. I told him I'm moving next year so we can fuck til then and then he can find a better chick to bang since apparently I'm not the best he's had. Hahaha fucking liar. He's already told me I am the best repeatedly and keeps saying he only wants to fuck me forever. I couldn't care less.
I know now that I mean nothing to most people. They will use me up until I break and then bitch about my brokeness. Like this shit-hole job of mine; they ply me with work, don't give me help or back-up support, then bitch at me for being frustrated AND bitch at me for NOT saying I'm frustrated. Fucking assholes.
9 more months and I get to leave yay! I love having a timetable on moving so I can't get to upset about things cause I'll be gone.
Fuck I hope to never come back to this city after I move back to NYC.
Have to put on my happy face for all my friends and coworkers. Blank and soulless eyes. A forced smile and a meek voice. That's what they want so that's what I'll give them. I used to be a pretty good actress. Let's see if those skills come back.
Now Britney, Descendants, and Sublime. Maybe some Kanye to round out the drunken party.
10:12 p.m. - 2010-11-20
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