All right very simply, yes I do think it's time for me to take a break from DL. I've been posting since 2002! That's crazy. Posting since I was a wide-eyed college student. I will be locking this diary up later tomorrow.
I do feel no matter what I do, I will seem overly dramatic and ridiculous. But honestly, if a random comment from a person on the Internet who I will likely never meet affects me so much, I should be stepping back.
It sucks because I feel I have no one. My friends in real life cannot begin to understand what I go through and think. My "friends" on-line aren't technically my friends, as much as I like all of you, all of them them, whatever lol.
I need to relearn how to relate to people and take care of myself. The Rachel I knew and loved would never let something like this upset her. But here I am today, 30 years old, and sad and felling misunderstood. It's my own fault completely and I need to deal with it.
I will still read everyone's stuff and I am sure I'll be back.. I am a self-centered little brat at the heart of it all lol. I just need to get my head on straight.
Love to all of you (yes ALL of you).
4:42 p.m. - 2010-11-07
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