I have my speech today. I feel 5 times more prepared than I did last week. My Visual aids are better and I have practiced a lot more. I'll practice all day today at work and hope for the best.
I'm pissed because as usual my piece of shit job is trying to make me miss school by not preparing shit on time or even having office supplies so I can do my work. I am looking for a new job frantically. I need to apply for more today in fact.
I need to go back to my detox obviously. Who knows what chemicals were put into my body. Each morning i have woken up with new scratches appearing. I think I may have glass still impended in my body. Lovely.
I should be able to start working out again tomorrow.
I want to feel strong. I think the weight training gave me enough extra strength to keep from fully ODing. I wonder if my friends would have even felt bad if I had died in their house. They probably would have been pissed that I ruined their couch by dying on it. Fucking assholes.
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