Yay I got my refund today!!! I needed that money so fucking bad.
I am 146 and change so my weight is slowly falling after 3 weeks of binging and drinking. I hope to be around 143 when I go see Omar in Austin next weekend.
I realized that after I workout I am never sore. Like not even seconds after working out, hours or days after. I need to workout harder obviously. I start level 2 of the shred Saturday (or Monday depending on what I do this weekend lol)
I ended up at 1200 cals yesterday. Working out just makes me so damn hungry throughout the day. Like painfully hungry.
I just want the jiggly to stop whenever i move my body. Maybe it will make my mind stop jiggling too. it's like my brain has turned to Jello and my thoughts just bounce around randomly and insanely.
I want a better job, I want to finish my masters and get my PhD. I want to have a kid and adopt a kid. I don;t care if I ever get married at this point. I don't think I can even find someone to settle down with as much as I want to.
I can't be good at everything I guess.
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