Gone form my life is any desire to be with other people at the moment. I dread being around others, friends or strangers, and just go through the motions. All I want to do is sit at home and watch TV, read and exercise, or sit at work with the door closed.
I desperately want a new job that pays more. I am tired of being treated like shit like I was last week.
I'm tired of school and being expected to do more than everyone else (well that's work too) and getting no benefit and plenty of punishment.
Tired of being mocked for my drinking when I don't even drink as much as others. And if I did you'd think they'd be concerned. Tired of being mocked for smoking a lot and then not smoking enough. Seriously people. Leave me alone.
I'm tired.
8:41 a.m. - 2010-10-25
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