145. Shockingly I truly thought i was 155 this morning. After my vegas binging and drinking and I've drunk everyday since the 6th. I binged on Sunday too and b/ped yesterday. If I had controlled myself I would be back under 140.
Start my new class today, whoopee.
I've decided to start training myself on PhotoShop and InDesign while I'm at work. I use them periodically but being really good at them will be invaluable skills for my next job.
I started working out again and I feel stronger and look better. My ass is starting to lift back up. The weight loss made it lose it's shape and I was sad. :-(
This kind o cute guy form my class was chatting me up yesterday. I ran away home. Not interested right now. My coworker has been friendly again for some reason. Omar is an enigma. I hardly hear form him and then *bam* a random slutty text. He is the only one I get to sleep with so of course I miss him the most.
I want this job I apply for at USAA. I doubt I'm get it but fingers crosses I at least get an interview. I am sorely under-qualified.
I want a boyfriend. I feel very pathetic but I would like to have a guy around to do things with and have lots of sex with and to have someone love me.
I am going out of town again this weekend. I was at my friend's place last weekend. And Vegas the weekend before. I am such a hermit not being home all weekend is awful to me. I feel uncomfortable. Having friends is hard.
I feel fat.
9:03 a.m. - 2010-10-19
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