Finished my final, which I only had 2 days for which to study, in 15 minutes. I finished in 10 actually and checked my answers twice.. This is not to say I got a good grade, just that I finished quickly lol.
I got 4 hours of sleep last night. I made it to the exam with 4 minutes to spare because the bus never showed up. I ran and it turns out the professor wasn't there yet either.
It will take a catastrophe for me not get get a least a B. I have an A fore 50% of the class points. My paper should be an A or B and my final should be an A or B. I want an A of course. A- if I have to take it. A b+ would kill me and a B, well let's not speak of such things.
My goal is to get drunk tonight by myself as I always do. Not just buzzed, but drunk cause I've worked so hard. It's early and I can still sleep a good amount tonight.
I'm remembering how fun i was when I was young. Not boy crazy; not butt hurt about stupiud shit; not meek; not lazy. I think moving back to TX made it happen.
Speaking of which; Newschick since you will be in TX in a few months perhaps we could hang out. Your part of the state is not so far from mine.
I just want to be myself again. NYC was where I found myself which is why I am dying and scratching and clawing to get back.
Tomorrow I am going to force myself to go to my first MENSA meeting. I've been putting it off but I have finished my final and I need to make new friends. I want to start volunteering again too. And join Toastmasters again. i need outside influences besides work and school so i can meet eligible bachelors and make new friends.
More pics!!!
I look like a crack head haha
I love this picture. I'm actually sober for once lol!
Cher!!! I love her and her customs. An awesome show (I've seen her three times and counting!)
Back when I was kind of skinny
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