I am feeling a strong desire to start surrounding myself with people of intelligence. College educated, Liberal, like-minded people. I need to start going to my MENSA meetings. Why pay $56 a year just for newsletters and magazines I throw in the trash? Honestly, the only reason I joined was because I wanted to take the test and prove to myself that I am smarter than some of the people with whom I am surrounded (haha I had to work hard not to end that sentence in a preposition).
The people in my grad classes are idiots. That sounds harsh but they are. They have the capability to be smart but they refuse to extend any more brain power than it takes to breathe. They refuse to do their reading or speak in class. So it's always me talking and then one stupid bitch will chirp up and disagree with me because God fucking forbid she not be the smartest, hottest, loveliest girl in the whole world. Too bad she's a dumb cunt and I hate her. Mind you there is one girl like that in both of my classes. Different girl, same dumb spoiled attitude.
I miss being in NYC where I could be stimulated by people way smarter than me. I am hardly that intelligent. I am not good at math or science really and I am not the best speller lol. I just have a large capacity to learn and I love being challenged mentally.
For the next decade of my life I want to surround myself with intelligence and beauty, I want to be healthy, run a marathon even! I want to move to Europe. I want to give birth to AND adopt a child. I am adopted, so I want that biological link, but I also want to give the opportunities I have had to another child in need.
I am unsure whether I want to be married or even have a boyfriend. Right now guys are seriously uninteresting to me. Sex is very important, just not the whole dating thing. I think I just need to find a guy who challenges me and won't hold me back. I don't even cook and clean for myself. And here in Texas both of those qualities seem vital to having a mate. And having huge tits and long hair and being a damsel in distress. Fuck this backwards state.
12:25 p.m. - 2010-10-05
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