Getting some concerta 30 mgs 15 I think and some dro. I am just gonna stick with adderrall type pills and weed. No more ice or white or anything else. I need to just chill the fuck out and grow up.
150.4 this evening. I ate 1.75 tacos, a cracker and a piece of cheese today. I'm a fucking pig. I also had a shot of tequila and will probably have 1 or 2 more tonight. So maybe 1000 cals today?
Maybe I'll wake up thinner tomorrow.
Orientation for grad school was boring yet fun because I love school. I enjoyed being in a little desk and taking notes. I can't wait to use the library and get one of those statewide library cards. I am so fucking excited and nerdy I can't stand it lol.
If I could only have either books or booze for the rest of my life, I'd choose books for sure. I love reading so much. It cheers me up, stimulates my mind and lets me use my imagination. I just wish the words I wrote were as good as any of the ones I read.
My love of words is what created my love of writing. Also my growing love of speech-writing and public speaking. Find 10 synonyms in the thesaurus and each of them will give you a slightly different feeling. A good choice of words prevents an outright lie but causes the same outcome. Words can seduce or break hearts. Words can kill people. People are careless with their words like they are forgotten pennies. Useless, worthless.
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