All of my pants are too loose. All of them including the ones I bought a few weeks ago. My stomach is still huge however which pisses me off to no end. My legs look better, as does my face.
It's funny because I have big bones, or bones that sit very close to the surface of my skin. So even at my fattest, my collarbones and sternum still protrude. It makes me look smaller than I am.
I ate too much today already. Probably 450-500 cals. I hope I am under 150 by Friday.
The goal is 135. Only 15 more pounds to go. Of course I will still hate myself then but it's nice to have a goal.
5 hours until Omar gets here. Funny how now my coworker is annoying me. I really only have space in my heart for one guy at a time. Plus once I start school I will be so busy that I won't even care anymore.
3:59 p.m. - 2010-08-18
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