Fuck I keep b/ping and gaining huge amounts of weight and water bloating. Omar comes back on Wednesday. I need to detox enough by then that i look halfway decent. I look like shit right now. Broken out and bad hair and flab everywhere. No drinking for me after tonight.
The married guy I hooked up with years ago (invited me to his wedding, awkward) has been messaging me again. I am truly trying to just focus on Omar and see what happens there. But I do miss my actual friendships with my coworker and this married guy. But were they ever my friends or were they trying to sleep with me...?(I never slept with married guy so maybe that's why he is sniffing around again.)
I feel gross and gassy and my flab keeps flopping around. I need a good no b/p no alcohol detox and I will feel better.
School starts in 10 days! Life is starting to pick up steam.
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