Still fumbling around trying to figure out what to do with this dude. Confused definitely. I pull away he comes running. I go closer he retreats. All the shit I hate about relationships and we are just fucking. It's not supposed to be this hard. Whatever. I need to focus on getting into grad school, etc.
I found out I will have a shit-load of new responsiblities at work including graphic design and web design. i know how to code and have done some basic design work but this is no joke. I feel this could push me into the next level if I can get my shit together. Plus I have been wanting to hone these skills for a while. Fingers crossed!
I am fat as ever of course. Need to cut down on the drinking for sure. Most likely won;t drink 'til Friday when i go to NYC. Need to rest the liver too.
I made it through levels 1 and 2 of the 30 day shred and I am going back to dot hem again. even though I am still fat I feel stronger and that is what I am focusing on right now.
Oh and I got accepted to MENSA this week which is cool. I think i will join. i made the effort to take the test how could I now. It's funny I am smart when it comes to school and shit like that but my personal life is a complete mess.
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