So yesterday I did the 30 day shred (day 3), walked 2 miles and did 50 minutes of yoga. I am still the same weight but I am starting to look a bit better.
Today I once again did my 30 day shred and I plan to do my yoga. I don;t want to overexert myself because that causes fatigue and slows down my weight loss.
HS dude is really annoying me. I told him I'm going to have my period this weekend (Totally true I forgot actually) so I hope he won;t come. He seems like one of those guys who thinks blood and natural female body functions are gross and will get annoyed that I dare to be human.
Anyway I have dinner with an ex on Wednesday and will be working on a film with this dude who is in love with me (literally it's weird and he's married) the next few weeks so I will get male affirmation at least. I am not in anyway interested in these guys so it will just make me feel pretty lol.
I plan to rejoin match because I am tired of meeting loser guys in bars or on facebook. Yuck.
I think I'm going to order Rosetta stone so I can properly learn Spanish. Should be fun.
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4:08 PM Soo I manged to buy Rosetta Stone today (that shit is sooo expensive. I lost out on an auction by like 30 seconds but the one I bought was levels 1-3 of Spanish with the headset for the like 299 which is better than the 400-600 I saw elsewhere so I'm excited!
I also rejoined (actually stopped ignoring) OKCupid which I use because Match is too damn expensive.
I also changed my itinerary for my NYC trip next month. Instead of joining for 6 days I am going for 4 so I don't miss to many days at my new job.
Haven;t heard back from the Douchebag. No shock. i am sure he crying at the thought of actually being around female bodily fluids. So I can continue to detox and exercise in piece. And look for more interesting guys online. I wonder if they have dating sites for chicks who dig military guys. I will have to research that.
I am PMSing so I am eating like a horse. I seriously hope I am burning more calories like some studies say or I am going to undo all the work I've done so far.
I want to be under 170 by the time I get to NYC. That's almost 4 weeks to lose 6 pounds, I can't fail right? I haven't been under 170 in over a year and a half. I used to weight 135 for fuck's sake!
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6:04 PM
Had my first real BP session in ages. Like planned out and everything. I had ravioli, pizza, luna bars, popcorn and diet soda to wash it down and get it out. I have no idea how much got out/stayed in but I know I will be puffy tomorrow and Tuesday. I need to buckle down. 1200 for the rest of the week. What a waste of perfectly good food. God I hate myself sometimes.
6:43 a.m. - 2010-01-24
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