Weight was up to 180! and now back down to 176. I am been bping like crazy so I hope I fix this shit soon.
I checked on fitday and a year ago I weighed 164.5. God what I wouldn't do to get back to that but damn that is still 30 pounds more than high school. Fuck this shit,
Guy I had a crush on in high school is coming to visit me in less than 3 weeks! I am so much fatter than then. He is hot and he said he thought I was hot back then too. Sigh why did I let myself go?
It is inevitable that we will have sex. He has told me like 25 times that we are going to fuck. Great! Too bad I feel like a whale.
But! I do still think I look better than I have in a while. My skin is getting better. I am not smoking or drinking as much so that should help. My ephedra pills should be here on Tuesday, yay!
After beign fired I know have not one but TWO jobs. i went on two interviews in a week. Got hired for one on the spot. Took it and a week later got offered the other one. I worked for 2 weeks at the first one and they liked me so much I will still be contracting with them. I can use the extra cash so yay!
11:55 a.m. - 2010-01-10
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