I spent my entire Xmas vacation on my brother's generic adderall and managed to lose 10-15 pounds. I am at 170 which is still 35 pounds over where I was in high school (10 years ago) and 30 pounds over my lightest in college (6 years ago) and 20 pounds over where I feel comfortable.. Dammit.
This dude I had a crush on in high school message me on facebook and out of nowhere said he had had a crush on me. I was like WTF? Now he texts me all this dirty shit about bending me over and fucking me and I am like woah OK. He lives in Austin now (I am in San Antonio) and he is going to visit in January. I am cautiously optimistic that the trip wont be horrible. I am so much fatter than I used to be If I can lose 10 pounds in the next month I will be happy(er).
I started a new job on the 17th after about 7 weeks of looking. The job involves writing which I love. But the job is 50 minutes from my house by bus, doesn't offer benefits, pays 3000 less than I was making and as an independent contractor I would need to pay my own taxes. Meaning I would have to pay both portions of the FICA tax (SS and medicare) usually the employee pays a total of 7.65% (6.2 for SS and 1.45 for medicare) and the employer pays the other 7.65%. But as an IC I woul;d have to pay both portions myself.
Anyway I got offered another job I had interviewed for and at first I said no cause I have a job but 30 seconds later I rea;ized that was dumb and called them back and accepted. The pay is $5000 more than the one I have menaing it's $2000 mopre than my old job, has benefits, paid time off, is 25 minutes from where I live and I don;t have to pay the taxes ouyt of my own pocket.
The people were nice when I said I was leaving. i gave them 2 weeks notice even though I had worked one day.
Who the heck gets two job offers in the span on one week exactly 7 days? The economy is terrible! The current company is still begging me to stay and the new one was willing to wait what is going to turn out to be almost 3 weeks for me to start. I am VERY lucky. I don;t think for a minute I am that much more qualified than other people searching for jobs. I am fortunate and will not burn bridges.
I am excited for 2010. And at least I know I'll get laid next month. Too bad I feel so gross that I don't want anyone touching me...
9:07 p.m. - 2009-12-28
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