Went to Long Beach for our big annual conference. I am in charge of the speakers of which we had 215 including Joan Collins, James Carville and Mary Matalin. Joan said I seemed like I had been doing this for years (it hasn't even been 2) and James and Mary said that we were so professional. i said my job is to make things easy for them. They said that many people say that but I (and my colleagues) actually did it.
Another speaker said that from what she had heard about me she thoguth that I would have angel wings and float down from heaven. She said she has never heard anything bad about me. Our Exective Director said he has heard wonderful things about me. So what does all that add up to? Me still making 32,000 when the guy I replaced made at least 80,000; having half an employee still and having a boss who treats me like I am an idiot.
My old director keeps asking me if I regret taking the promotion and moving to another department. He did not want me to move to another department. It's been almost 2 years. When I left they hired 2 people to replace me. They have had 4 different people over there in my old job and apparently even having 2 good writers does not replace one of me. He seems to want me to say I wish i had stayed over there and he wants me to start writing more for them.
I do miss writing but I do NOT want to stop being a manager. At this point I am ready to just go. It's too hard and I am in serious debt now.
9:19 a.m. - 2009-05-24
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