Soooo I onyl had about 1000 calories today and burned about 300 so yay! me!
Still have not heard from mr. match. Why I care, I don't know. It's purely a pride thing. I am getting that feeling I get when I don't eat a lot whent I have tons of enegery and little patience for anyone.
My mom just called and I was short with her. I still think about how she chose my father over me when he attacked me that one day. She would rather have been with hima nd just let him try to kill me. What a whore. Like seriously I can't stand to talk to her right now. Now she is alone and all of her pandering towards him was for nothing because he cheated on her for years while she paid for everything and let him be "man of the house." I can't stand either of them. But they are my parents for better or for worse.
I am going to submit some of my stuff for publication. I won't be published of course, this is the first time since high school but I want the feedback so that I can be published one day. It's free professional critcism.
I am so tired of being alone but how could I ever trust someone enough to give them my heart? It seems like a stupid thing to do.
7:23 p.m. - 2007-02-19
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