Feeling kind of down today.
My clothes are fitting better but I still haven't lost any pounds on the scale. So I put my scale away and will not weight myself until Friday.
Still haven't heard from mr. match. I cried a lot yesterday. More because I am alone once again than over him in particular. But I need to start putting myself first and anyone who would rather run away and hide or break up instead of having a mature convwersation or respecting my feelings is not right for me.
Plus he is a liar of course. I had googled him and read about how his ex-dumped him and he has been claiming that he broke up with her. Ummmm, no. Plus he actually said she broke up with him. Revisionist history at it's worst.
And he keeps changing the date of thie break up. On Friday he said it had been a year since his divorce. But he has only been in his recent apt. since Sept. which was when his journal entried about her dumping his are dated. He makes no sense.
He siad they were together 10, 11, 12 or 14 years. What? I have no idea.
He is fat and doesn't have good personal hygeine. The first 3 weeks we were together I saw him shower once and burch his teeth like twice. Ewww. I assumed he did it when I wasn't there. But who knows. He had been showering around me more often recently.
He is cheap and his bedroom skills sometimes leave a lot to be desired.
He has weird hobbies and is generally annoying.
He never buys me flowers or candy or does anything romantic.
Hmm, I feel better already.
9:57 a.m. - 2007-01-22
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