Soooo mr. match and I had plans for today and he called me at 6 to cancel. Mind you he went out last night and was fine and I called him and he never called me back until this evening.
But I missed his call anyway. Why? Because I was talking to married guy. He called me out of the blue. He is working on a film and wwants me to be his personal assistant and possibly help script supervise again. HE also told me that his marriage is "in shambles" and that whenever he sees me he wants to rip of my clothes and that he has no urge to stop himself. I told him not to try stoppin ghimself.
I guess I have finally realized that he is the person I want to be with. Sad that I can't have him. I shouldn't even be around him. I have the worst timing ever I suppose.
What to do now? I won't see him until February I am sure so maybe by then I will be head over heels for mr. match and I won't care about married guy anymore.
I don't like the idea of hurting anybody. But I also don't like the idea of being unhappy. They both make me unhappy actually so what the fuck is that? Ugh life sucks sometimes.
6:46 p.m. - 2007-01-14
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