Why am I in in such an updating frenzy? It must be the weather, which is 35 degrees and rainy. Here in the heart of Texas. What the fuck is that about? The bus took forver this morning and my hands are still freezing.
So yeah, still talking to the match guy. He seems rather smitten with me. Which makes me both like him and want to run far away from him at the same time. I am flattered but love a challenge.
He is my type but not my type at all. For some reason I like guys who are a little chubby. I find it adorable. Considering all of my food issues I am sure there is a deep pyschological reason for this but whatever. So he fits that to a T. He is not a rocker or a tattoo-ed freak or anything but he is a bit of a geek which i also love. A systems administrator or something. I don't know what it is but it sounds like it requires intelligence. He is divorced so that means some other chick out there found him good enough to marry. We shall see what happens.
We are supposed to go to the grocery store this weekend. Yes the grocery store! But I love it! I am such a loser. The married guy that I was hooking up with used to take me gracery shopping all the time and buy poor little me food because he felt sorry for me/wanted in my pants. This new guy is very similar to married guy. Is that good or bad? Who can say?
I am still faaaattttt. I know I look fine because I am super tall but I am fat. 165. Dammit because I have been so tired I have been eating everything in sight and not working out. I ate a fuckign cookie for breakfast. A cookie. Seriously. Ewww.
9:57 a.m. - 2006-11-30
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