Yeah so I am still here (I saw your profile note about me Limes so I decided to update!)
So 2 weeks ago my beloved little kitty died. He was less than 2 weeks old and I am devastated. I am now totally alone in this apartment and in this city kind of. I went out on Saturday and got beyond wasted. I took an Adderall and had 6 shots in an hour. This is in addition to the bottle of Zin I had earlier. It scares me how high my tolerance is. But I guess that happens when you drink 4-5 times a week. Seriously. I was puking the whole next day and I still don't feel right. I am lucky to be OK. So I have decided to stop drinking until my birthday which is Oct. 7. I worry about myself sometimes.
I still need to lose weight. Less alcohol should help that. I haven't purged in a month or two. That's good.
I need to deal with these demons. I am trying the best I can. I feel so empty all the time. But I've got to keep trying.
7:05 p.m. - 2006-09-06
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