Eck, it's been ages. I hate Valentine's Day with a passion. I have seen happy couples trotting about town all weekend. Blasted happiness. I have been feeling off kilter lately. Dreams of doom and destruction and work, which I hate. I need to move forward and walk away formt his path I am on. I drink everyday pretty much. I don't eat right and I constantly think of death. I need to grab ahold of myself.
I hadn't purged in weeks until last week. It felt so good but I think that part of me is far behind. I haven't been eating very consistantly, but the alcohol is more than making up for the calories. I have been working our sporaticly.
5:42 p.m. - 2006-02-12
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