Is It Worth It?
That is the question I ask myself, and the answer is �no. The friendships I have struggled for, with co-workers and neighbors alike. For what? To be rebuffed at every turn. To be mocked or ignored or disallowed. The relationships that quickly sour. The experimentations and midlife fumblings, all of which lead me back here. To the beginning. To the few people I can trust; that I count on one hand. So few. My life has taken a turn. I see spirit for what it is. Nothingness, a black hole. An empty promise. I lose so much time on these hollow vessels that I cannot see the ones who care.
7:19 p.m. - 2006-01-26
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