Another sucky suckfest. I saw that dude (that got that chick pregnant. I have been seeing him (i.e. sleeping with him) for the past 6 or 7 months off and on (more off than on.) Anyway I saw him on Monday and he basically said he shouldn't even be talking to me and drunk stupid me started to cry in frnt of him. He wanted to take me home, but drunk spiteful me wouldn't let him.
UGH Why am I such a stupid twat about these things?! I should have taken Limes advice and given up on him long ago (like when he knocked that chick up.) He calls her his girlfriend now and they are going to move in together. It sucks because I knew him first and he basically dropped me for her...and why? Just why? Any why come back now and make me feel like shit for seeing him?
Then the guy I work with tells me he is sad when i am not there because he has no one to "rage with." WTH? I also inadvertently made him cry by telling him that our co-worker thinks everyone hates him. Hahahaha. Damn, if it wasn't for spite I wouldn't even get up in the morning. Sadly, i did not get to see said tears, but I he told me about them. Is there not a decent guy in all of San Antonio?!
5:01 p.m. - 2005-11-10
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