I'm very lonely right now. I really would like to share my life with someone, but each day it seems less likely to happen. I am in pain all the time, my abdomin, my chest, I don't know what's wrong with me.
I continue to be drawn to people who don't want me, I can;t help it. It's like a sickness, I like to make myself suffer. To be rejected continuously. To feel ashamed and used. To feel hopeless and empty. At leats death will be a release.
11:51 a.m. - 2005-10-25
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