Trying not to drink by myself every night is harder than expected, but I am making progress.
Making progress on all fronts really. The guy at work was so cute on Friday. My boss left at 5 and his left at around 5:10. I was waiting for my friends ot come pick me up so I went over to talk to him. He was doing work and I was "helping him," which conssts of him doing something and me saying whether or not it sucks. After a while I asked him why he didn;t go home (since it was Friday and he didn't have to be there) he asked me the same. I told him my plans for the evening. He said he was done for the day, and I asked him not to leave me by myself. He siad he still needed to chekc his email and stuff, he was just done working. Then I went to check to see if my frieds had called and he asked where I was goin. He alwasy tells me not to leave yet when I'm talking to him. So freakin cute. He waited with me until 6 and he got to meet my best friend and my other friend. *sigh* slow and steady and all that.
I'm at 145 right before my period starts. I need to go back to the gym. I was binging madly on Saturday. I didn't purge though. It's been a while, thankfully.
I started writing again. It feels good. I feel more confindent.
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