I was 140 this morning, now I'm around 143. But my stomach is fatter than ever. Ugh I think I get my period next week; just in time for my 24th birthday.
The gayish dude, R is confusing the shit out of me. He calls me I call him sometimes and we chat. The other day he was talking about how he went to this gay club (!) and got into one of the cages after a go-go boy got out and he started stripping. He made 80$ in 20 minutes apparently. I was like "well you should do that as a living then" because honestly, what does one say to such a thing. He asked me if I would want to tell people I was dating a stripper. I was like umm no, and I was thinking that we arent dating and i've only seen him in person twice and that the fuck does he want from me? He said I shouldnt get a job at his work cause it sucks ot work with someone you have a relationship with (no shit) then he said he wouldn't let me get a job there cause it's ghetto. He also said he wouldnt LET me get a job at mcdonalds. he always wants me to go over there but he never comes over here and i dont have a car so wtf am i supposed to do? he says he si going to come over then he doesn't. last night he ditched me to go E's work (also at a gay bar) dude wtf is wrong with me??? this guy si obviously gay and I am seriously in denial. Isn't life grand?
6:10 p.m. - 2004-09-28
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