just binged and purged with the express intention of binging and purging. hasnt happened in ages. ive purged recently and binged, but not together and not doing one so that i could do the other (hmmm im starting to confuse myself) gums bleeding more than. ever. i must stop. i need q-10 for my teeth/gums. i need to feel better about myself and stop trying to die. i saw the blood and didnt care. i feel so empty right now.
in other news the b/p brought me up to 1440 cals. im having some fasting tea and going to sleep. i think i pruged my sleeping pill. what a shame.
i wlaked to amd form work again. sore but that makes me feel even better.
God i'm so damn lonely.
9:37 p.m. - 2004-03-09
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