been bping too much out of control. i am going to stop and stop smoking all at once. i dont want to die. tomorrow thta may change but today iw ant to live. i want to find love and success and all the things i dreamed about as a child. what am i to do? it hurts just to breathe. constant chest pains. self doubt is driving me mad. i feel so fat and ugly and stupid. God please help me.
8:02 p.m. - 2003-12-27
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