hmmm, i keep forgetting to update even htough i read everyones updates everyday.
still fat, of ocurse, but i am losing weight slowly but surely.
my new position is stressful but i got a high five today for doing an awesoem job so maybe im too hard on myself (umm, yeah, ya think?)
roommate is gone, yeehaw! friends are good as usual. I love my best friend she is the best person i know. i wish she didnt live so far away.
drinking so much everyday. i want more, perhaps a trip to the grocery store for beer or wine is in order. cant go to the liquor store because i go very single fucking day. crzy4blues, i owuld swear you were my sister. your post today exemplified(sp?) my life. alcoholic, cant share my true self wiht others, binging, purging, although i abuse sudafed and day quil instead of diet pills. cheaper, not safer im sure.
still single but i dont mind. broke abd broken what else is new.
i realize that almost every diary i read is written by someone who is dying or could die very soon. i care so much about you all. it hurts when i read about your hospitalizations, heart problems, blackouts, suicide attempts. dammit why cant we all be happy and free?
8:28 p.m. - 2003-12-03
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