My updating of late has been atrocious, I know. Lets see, my roommate is moving out once we find a subletter. My mom is giving me the money to pay my roommate back NOW so that he cant give me shit anymore. We both realize that he has issues that stem from somewhere beyond my control. Since the guy who stayed here rent-free for 6 weeks decided that my behavior towards my roommate was fucked up, I have chosen to ignore him. He is here now and I brushed him off. I dont need people who talk about me behind my back as friends. Its one thing to disagree with me. Its another to talk about me behind my back and call me fucked up. Its another to spend your time talking shit about my roommate behind hsi back and then join forces with him behind my back. You are all scum. They are drunkenly whispering in the living room. Too bad they're whispering is equal to screaming. *sigh* I can't wait to have my own place, hypocrit free. How fabulous.
I just heard a message form that stalker dude. I told him to never call again. Apparently when I said never, he heard Saturday.
I should lock them out of the apartment. Mwah mwah mwah!!!!
Haven't been eating much due to extreme poverty as well as immense annoyance at my current situation. But by January I hope to have a new and less pyschotic roommate.
Not only did my roommate not want to take messages for me, he complained about a replacement pot I bought, saying it was too big for him to cook ramen or sauce in. Of course after I told him I had no troubles using it, he admitted he had never even tried using it before. Meaning, he lied once again. He bitches about washign the towels for 5 weeks straight when I had no idea he had doen it once. Maybe 2 weeks I would have done it, but after that I would have said "hey its your turn to wash the towels". He lied about other stuff like me never buying stamps or taking the bills. Bitched about loaning me money (his idea, I never asked or really wanted the money) and takign the smaller room (i never asked for it, we could have flipped a coin or something.) he volunteers to do things and then gets pissed about ti later. Ummm, hello you arent five jackass. My mom thinks hes a baby too. And this says alot since I ran to her when I thought I would be homeless since he was threatening to break the lease.
Cher and Canada were great! I got drunk all weekend on whiskey and chmapagne. I feel so bad. I had so lit;le money since i had to pay rent. I owe everyone money. EVERYONE. How can I manage to fix this? I am appyling for a credit card right now dammit. And the money I dont spend paying back my roommate will now be put into savings. At least 100 dollars a month. I will make it out of this shithole if I die trying.
11:46 p.m. - 2003-11-04
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