Tomorrow (the 7th) is my 23rd birthday. I'm so excited! v 22 has been a lame year but I know 23 will be awesome. I am manic right now so I am very motivated I must use these next few motnhs o study for the GRe and wrote rons of stuff and look for jobs and work and plan for the future. This si why bipolar people neever wnat treatment. The mania is what makes life worth living. Its liek I am able to get 2-3 times more out of each day. each momeny, each breathe then I ever was able to before. I feel so alive. I am also impatient and irritable. I know that I must watch out for the manic spenind but I think I'm fine in those regards cause now my focus is on getting into school and losing weight.
Purged today for the first tiem in a week I beleive. So easy but I dont want to fall into this trap anymore. I ahvent smoked but 2 cigs in a whole week! That is sooo good for me. Things are getting good.
My notary public exam is wed. I was supposed to study this evening but I got drunk by myself instead. cest le vie.
9:55 p.m. - 2003-10-06
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