My roommate has been pissing me off. He gets so pissy when I don't things exactly his way. I must drop everythign to appease him. Please like I give a shit what he thinks. He needs to realize that I have a life too and it doesnt revolve around making him happy. He acts like a damn 2 year old.
In other news tomorrow is my first day at the new job. I hope it goes well.
I have gained so much weight I disgust myself. Two days straight of nearlt 3000 calsories. The liquor made up half of that though. In good news I got drunk last night and didn't eat even though I hadnt eaten since 1 pm yesterday afternoon. In fact I didn;t eat foir a whole 24 hour period, just ingested tons of liquor and a sleeping pill. I ate tones today though, I always do after a night of drinking. I am not eating for the rets of the day and hopefull not until lunch tomorrow. Since i am going out tomorrow night I want to eat earlier in the day. I feel like a whale. My stomach has bulged to a size I have never seen before. I cant wear my cutr clothes anymore. I am going back on track though since i cant eat all day at work. I will lose so much weight that way. Plus my added exercise routine. I will ride the train to work but walk home everyday. I may start walkign to work once its cooler. Its cheap and its exercise. I have yoga and pilates also. I will eat until 1000 cals a day. I will go to bed at 11 pm every night with the help of one sleeping pill if needed. I must control every aspect of my life or I will continue to fatten and spiral downwards.
7:14 p.m. - 2003-08-03
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