Well I accidently threw up this morning. Now before oyu start with the "Oh right the bulimic girl 'accidently' threw up. Pffft!" let me explain. I had my usual coffee on an empty stomach this morning. I find it doesnt work as well if I've etaen before hand and it makes a handy appetite suppresant. Then I decded to take my sudafed and my viatmins. And I smoked half a cigarette. Yeah vitamins on an empty stomach are never a good idea and for me smoking on an empty stomach is a bad idea as well. I had even eaten to try and absorb some of the coffee and pills once I felt a little sick.2 minutes later I was clutching my stomach in pain. I tried to not puke. I lad down and did some deep breathing. Then I started burping so I knew I was fucked. I ran to the bathroom and it all came out. All by itself. Everything came out. I was so pissed. But I felt better. So I ate again and everything is fine now. I refuse to count that against my days of not puking since it wasnt intentional. I actually hate being naseous and I hate throwing up do to nasea. Werid, but true.
In other news I have another job interview on Friday. If I get this other job that I interviewed for last week, I think the schedules could work together. This interview is for an Internet researcher job. Please, please please O must have a job. I didnt get the GED tutoring job which is good actually cause i dont have experience traching people of that age range or a goup of students that big. I'm much better at one on one. It wasnt even like tutoring thsi was stright up classroom intrsuction stuff. And it was only 4 hours a week plus 4 hours prep time.
Food wise I am doing well. I thinkt oday I've had like 300 cals give or take the puke fest this morning. Yesterday I ended at 800. Wooohoo! I rediscovered the beauty that is popcorn. A whole bag--6 cups--of healthy choice butter popcorn is 100 calories!!! Fuck yeah this is making my diet a hell of a lot easier.
11:26 a.m. - 2003-07-23
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